I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my father when I was 24, and it left a hole in my life that is still there almost 34 years later. That same year I got a black lab puppy that really helped with with my grief. A couple of years later, my wife and I got a younger sister to the first lab. At the time I was a very passionate fly fisherman, but I realized early on that my fishing was going to take a bit of a back seat as a dog owner. I found that if my fishing day included time for the dogs, such as playing fetch, dummy training, or just taking the dogs for a strenuous walk, I was rewarded with happy and calm dogs when it came time to fish. I'd say if you temper your fishing expectations a bit, and focus a bit on your pup's needs, you will look back on the trips you spend with your newly acquired friend with a smile and a sense of accomplishment. Is it a challenge and frustrating at times? You bet, and totally worth it!